July 23 - Monday
I woke up thinking about Ana Maria’s wedding and Rafa. I wanted so terribly to go. My Theology, Typing and Business English exams went by glass smooth. I had lunch at Mercy’s house. Tita Lol was telling us about the wedding and that Rafa looked “muy guapo” as she put it. Mommy told me Nacho called up this noon asking for me. I found out from him later that he wanted me to go to the ANC and bowling at the Casino with him and Rafa. Am I EVER at the right place at the right time?!!! The Hi-Gayles have been asked to sing on TV on Friday. Betsy Arrastia is so nice!
July 24 - Tuesday
Mom had to stay at Tita Nena Viaplana’s house last night since all the streets were flooded. This afternoon, Luli picked me up from the house and we went to the ANC. (Boy, nor storms, typhoons, sickness or floods kept me from going to the ANC. Mailmen today don’t have half that dedication!) Luz and Nacho were there. Later Pichuco, Gerardo, Lita and dear Rafa arrived. (Obviously, my friends had the same dedication!) Lita sat with Tim and her cousin while the rest of us sat together. I almost went to the movie with Pichuco but on finding out Rafa was not going, I made an excuse not to go. Luli and I had a long talk this evening and I found out she likes Pichuco. We made a pact to help each other out and not tell another soul. I’m going to try to change Mercy’s mind about my liking Rafa. Tomorrow there is a cocktail, dinner dance at the Casino and Rafa is going. I really wish we were members of the Casino. Anyway, getting so carried away about Rafa is making me forget about Carlos, Tony, Arno, Mitch, and Morris. Yan could hand me all of them on a silver platter and I’d still pick Rafa. (Oh, puleeeeez!) I hope Sister Felix and Mr. Cruz did not give any tests today. I’ll die!!
July 25 - Wednesday
My exams in Spanish went pretty well as with Social Training. (What the heck was Social Training?!!) I talked to Father Trent, Mother Superior and Father Reuter today. They still want us to sing Friday but heaven knows - what?!! Tomorrow the Hi-Gayles (Margot, Margotin, Susan, and Betsy) will get together and work something out. ilusiones de los chinos......This afternoon I went to Mercy’s house and we talked half the night about Tony. I think I managed to get Rafa out of her mind yet I never know if I ever get to fool Mercy. She’s a smart cookie. The eternal rain has stopped and Arlette and Monica are back from Baguio. I know this is silly of me and I’ve never really felt jealous of anyone before but Rafa hasn’t seen them and they are mighty pretty girls. I know this inferiority complex of mind gets to me but what can I say?
July 26 - Thursday
My three exams today went pretty well. Of course except Accounting where I got 50%. Mercy and Betsy ate lunch at home. Arlette and Monica came home this afternoon and later we went to the ANC with Mercy. Luli, Pichuco and Rafa were there. Rafa was in a wonderful mood and I was simply beaming. Freddy and Rafy came later and they all kept teasing not that I minded. Ana Maria leaves tomorrow and I hope I can get to the airport to see her off.
July 27 - Friday
Well, since Luli and I had no way to get to the airport we went to the ANC instead. I got a little sunburned. Arlette, Monica and Lita were there. I hoped Rafa would come but he didn’t. (I found out later, he arrived a second after I left.) This afternoon we went to the ANC after school. Rafa, Pichuco, Luli, Arlette, Monica, Mercy, Arno, Gerardo and Marina were there. Rafa and Pichuco told us stories of their college days in Spain and they were a riot. Later we went to the pool area. I could feel Arno looking at me a couple of times. I hope he goes to the Falcons’ party tomorrow. We sang on television tonight and I think we sang horribly. Can I face the gang tomorrow? Man it was awful.
July 28 - Saturday
This morning we went to the ANC at 11. Rafa arrived right after we did. We talked about the party and Rafa said we would talk things over at the Casino this afternoon. I never got to the Casino and Luli called me up to say that neither she, Lita, Pichuco or Rafa. Of course, my high spirits hit the floor. I got dressed for the party anyway but Freddy’s car got stuck in the mud and he finally arrived to pick me up at 9 when I was ready to give up and get undressed. The party was lousy. Thank goodness, Arno, Tony, Eddie, Honey and Mitch were there. Tony didn’t dance once with me which disappointed me but he danced with Mercy and made her happy. Mitch danced with me but all the while I kept wishing Rafa had gone.
July 29 - Sunday
Went to Mass at 11 at Ermita and then the ANC. The whole gang was there. Rafa told me that he really wanted to go to the party last night but he had no way of getting there. If he had only known there was room in Eddie’s car he could’ve come with us. We went to the movies this afternoon. Rafa seemed to be interested in Monica and later I found out he tried to hold her hand. Later we all came home and had a small gathering. All went very nicely. Rafa danced a slow drag with me but he seems very interested in Arlette and Monica. Rafa asked me to take care of his records and said goodby with a warm handshake. Lita and Nacho got pretty “close” tonight. We went to Arlette’s house this evening and we four blabbed on about a lot of things.
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Leo, my crazy buddy, has left us today, for a much better place.
Dear friends,
I really don't know how many (or, if any of you) have been following these diary entries of mine, but just a few minutes ago I learned that our dear friend Leo Kahn passed away earlier today, November 25, 2009. He was a dear friend and, though he drove me nuts when we were teenagers, proved to be a sweet, caring and dear friend during these many past years. He was one of the first of the group who really appreciated reading these diaries of mine - he said it brought back the best time of his life. He was the one who suggested that instead of copying and printing all 362 pages (plus pictures) of the hard copy here in New York and then lugging it to Manila in 2006, he said why didn't I just get it copied in Manila where it would be much cheaper and I wouldn't have to carry it in my luggage. Now why didn't I think of that?!!! So, I did and I gave out copies of this tome to many of the girls and boys (now, men and women) who featured in the diaries. It was a good thing to do and it gives me a little comfort to know that Leo remembered with me, a few years of our lives in Manila when we were young and all was good and clean. Actually, another person who enjoyed these diaries and wrote me an email telling me how much he enjoyed it was another of our dear friends - Tony Ortigas - who also has left us much, much to early. In fact, why do they have to leave us at all?!!
I know you all will remember Leo ( a bona fide member of the Bamboo Telegraph (if not its originator)), with good memories and prayers. My sincerest condolences to his sisters and son and wife. He's probably giving St. Peter a whole earful of chismes already.
Lea
I really don't know how many (or, if any of you) have been following these diary entries of mine, but just a few minutes ago I learned that our dear friend Leo Kahn passed away earlier today, November 25, 2009. He was a dear friend and, though he drove me nuts when we were teenagers, proved to be a sweet, caring and dear friend during these many past years. He was one of the first of the group who really appreciated reading these diaries of mine - he said it brought back the best time of his life. He was the one who suggested that instead of copying and printing all 362 pages (plus pictures) of the hard copy here in New York and then lugging it to Manila in 2006, he said why didn't I just get it copied in Manila where it would be much cheaper and I wouldn't have to carry it in my luggage. Now why didn't I think of that?!!! So, I did and I gave out copies of this tome to many of the girls and boys (now, men and women) who featured in the diaries. It was a good thing to do and it gives me a little comfort to know that Leo remembered with me, a few years of our lives in Manila when we were young and all was good and clean. Actually, another person who enjoyed these diaries and wrote me an email telling me how much he enjoyed it was another of our dear friends - Tony Ortigas - who also has left us much, much to early. In fact, why do they have to leave us at all?!!
I know you all will remember Leo ( a bona fide member of the Bamboo Telegraph (if not its originator)), with good memories and prayers. My sincerest condolences to his sisters and son and wife. He's probably giving St. Peter a whole earful of chismes already.
Lea
July 14 - 22, 1962
July 14 - Saturday
The party for Arlette and Monica was a hit. My dress was so sweet - well, it fit me so well. All the boys we invited came to the party. (Two new girls from Europe were to our group of boys like honey to bees.) I was unusually happy to see Mitch, Morris and Tony. Everyone really ripped it up. Carlos thinks I am still nuts over him and gave me the most devastating smile. Mitch looked disgusted with me? And Tony was the nicest he’s ever been. He always makes a party nice for me. He danced with me boogie and slow. The last slow was “Tammy” by Ray Coniff and it was very sweet. Dancing with Tony is like dancing on some cloud. I find I like him more and more. Another sweet guy is Morris. But I think he had an awful time. Raffy and I dance a good boogie. I danced a lot tonight.
July 15 - Sunday
Arno was very nice this morning. I went to Mass with Mercy at 11 at Ermita and this afternoon we all went to the Rizal (with Arlette and Monica, the Hagedorns, Arno and Eddie). We saw Maricar who gave us the coldest stare. Arno and Eddie and Freddie came home this afternoon. We listened to records and ate popcorn. Eddie is so much fun and a real nice guy. I think he likes Monica. I caught Arno looking at me several times and this time there was no sarcasm in his look. Later we went to Arlette & Monica’s house. Everyone is being so nice lately.
July 16 - Monday - My 18th Birthday!
Tonight I got the surprise of my life when I go to Mercy’s house to pick her up for a movie and I find the whole gang had thrown a surprise party for me. They were all standing there in the dark and I stepped into the sala and they all came up and kissed me. I was so happy and touched and speechless. How, sweet, wonderful and just swell they are. Dear Mom organized the whole thing. It was all so lovely, the decorations, the presents and everyone was there. Tony and Arno were the first boys who came up to congratulate me. Tony danced with me 3 times and all the rest of the night with Mercy. Arno danced with me several times too. Every time he gets close to me I feel my spine tingling. He danced with Monica a lot. Morris came home to give me a box of chocolates. (I remember him coming to my house and giving me those chocolates.) Yan gave me a porcelain cat and Pichuco - the white carnations he promised. I wish Morris had gone to the party. I feel so lonely again tonight. I guess seeing Tony with Mercy and Arno with Monica put this lump in my throat again. I didn’t realize how much I feel for Arno and Tony. I play Big Sister to everyone and get nowhere myself. It was a wonderful birthday surprise and Mom and Dad gave me the most beautiful little wrist watch.
July 17 - Tuesday
Mercy and I spent the whole afternoon with Arlette and Monica. Monica tells me she likes Ramon Faustman. Arno called up to ask me if Eddie could call up to talk to me and ask me who Monica likes and I told him. Eddie and I talked for an hour and a half. We talked mostly about Arlette and Freddy.
July 18 - Wednesday
I don’t know how to begin my entry tonight because its been such an ordinary day. Mommy is quite hopeless as any time I mention some guy either she gets annoyed and changes the subject or acts like I was 14 instead of 18. She can make me so mad! If someone like Pichuco, or anyone, asks me for a date I’ll go and ask Dad. Agnes called me this evening to wish me a belated happy birthday. Eddie also called up to find out what Arlette said but I haven’t been able to get in touch with her because she went to the movies with her parents.
July 19 - Thursday
I can’t find my ball pen and I hope its in Mercy’s house. It really poured today. Margotin brought me home. Susan was in school today. It’s too bad she isn’t studying at SPCM. This afternoon I cleaned my room and closet. At last I can find things now. Arlette, Monica, Fred and Eddie went to Mercy’s house this afternoon. Eddie called me up again tonight. More talk about Arlette. I love the way he laughs. I hope Arlette doesn’t go to Baguio and we can get to Annie’s party on Saturday. I saw the pictures of Arlette and Monica’s party today. I look like a cow in them but there are 2 pictures of Carlos that I’d give my life to get. He’s dancing with Ginny of course, with that devilish grin and twinkle in his eye. (The picture of Carlos dancing with Ginny is the one I have here but I cut Ginny out of the picture then. I wish I hadn’t.) I asked Mercy if she could get it for me that it would be her birthday present to me but not to tell anyone. Tita Trining sent me a birthday present this noon (perfume) and a sweet note. I have a periodic test in Theology and Business English tomorrow.
(When I mention above about "the picture I have here" I mean that in the hard copy of these diaries which I printed out to bring to Manila in 2006 for my barkada, I included a whole collection of pictures at the end of my entries of 1964, to show where we were and what happened the years that followed. I will try to download the pictures at the end of these postings but don't know if I will be successful. Nov. 23, 2009. Tomorrow is Thanksgiving Day here in the US, so Happy Thanksgiving to any of you who may be reading this.)
July 20 - Friday
This minute it is taking every ounce of my will power not to throw something at someone. It’s incredible how mad my mother can make me and since I can’t shout back at her, its all pent up inside. This eternal rain is getting on my nerves and tomorrow I hope it’s a sunny day. At least I hope it doesn’t rain. I’d like to go to Annie’s party but I’m not even sure I’ve been invited so...Arlette and Monica left for Baguio today and they’re coming back on Sunday. I talked to Freddy for a while this noon and Nacho called to tell me that Rafa will be at the ANC tomorrow. God, what I wouldn’t give to go for a long trip away from Manila.
July 21 - Saturday
Magu picked me up to go to school this morning. We had a pleasant time talking to Mr. Cruz. He gave all those who went to school a plus 1 in the periodicals. I went to the ANC after class. Saw Rafa Perez after 3 and a half years in Spain and he has changed very much. He’s taller and I never noticed he has the warmest brown eyes. I talked to Arno this morning too and he was telling me about the new car he’s getting. This evening Mercy and I were ready to go to the Vampires party when the rain and wind and thunder and lightning started and we couldn’t leave since all the streets were flooded and Dad wouldn’t let me leave. Mercy came home and she’s going to spend the night at my house. We feel the party will be a lot of fun. Anyway, looking forward to seeing Rafa again tomorrow.
July 22 - Sunday
Mercy and I went Mass at school and later we came back home, changed and went to the ANC. Luli, Nacho, Pichuco, Rafa, Arno and Luz were all there. Rafa sat beside me and I think if I had a choice of all the boys I know, at this moment I’d choose Rafa. (Fickle little thing, wasn’t I?!) We all went to the Rizal, then the ANC then Mercy’s house. I wanted to go to Nomads but couldn’t. Exams tomorrow.
The party for Arlette and Monica was a hit. My dress was so sweet - well, it fit me so well. All the boys we invited came to the party. (Two new girls from Europe were to our group of boys like honey to bees.) I was unusually happy to see Mitch, Morris and Tony. Everyone really ripped it up. Carlos thinks I am still nuts over him and gave me the most devastating smile. Mitch looked disgusted with me? And Tony was the nicest he’s ever been. He always makes a party nice for me. He danced with me boogie and slow. The last slow was “Tammy” by Ray Coniff and it was very sweet. Dancing with Tony is like dancing on some cloud. I find I like him more and more. Another sweet guy is Morris. But I think he had an awful time. Raffy and I dance a good boogie. I danced a lot tonight.
July 15 - Sunday
Arno was very nice this morning. I went to Mass with Mercy at 11 at Ermita and this afternoon we all went to the Rizal (with Arlette and Monica, the Hagedorns, Arno and Eddie). We saw Maricar who gave us the coldest stare. Arno and Eddie and Freddie came home this afternoon. We listened to records and ate popcorn. Eddie is so much fun and a real nice guy. I think he likes Monica. I caught Arno looking at me several times and this time there was no sarcasm in his look. Later we went to Arlette & Monica’s house. Everyone is being so nice lately.
July 16 - Monday - My 18th Birthday!
Tonight I got the surprise of my life when I go to Mercy’s house to pick her up for a movie and I find the whole gang had thrown a surprise party for me. They were all standing there in the dark and I stepped into the sala and they all came up and kissed me. I was so happy and touched and speechless. How, sweet, wonderful and just swell they are. Dear Mom organized the whole thing. It was all so lovely, the decorations, the presents and everyone was there. Tony and Arno were the first boys who came up to congratulate me. Tony danced with me 3 times and all the rest of the night with Mercy. Arno danced with me several times too. Every time he gets close to me I feel my spine tingling. He danced with Monica a lot. Morris came home to give me a box of chocolates. (I remember him coming to my house and giving me those chocolates.) Yan gave me a porcelain cat and Pichuco - the white carnations he promised. I wish Morris had gone to the party. I feel so lonely again tonight. I guess seeing Tony with Mercy and Arno with Monica put this lump in my throat again. I didn’t realize how much I feel for Arno and Tony. I play Big Sister to everyone and get nowhere myself. It was a wonderful birthday surprise and Mom and Dad gave me the most beautiful little wrist watch.
July 17 - Tuesday
Mercy and I spent the whole afternoon with Arlette and Monica. Monica tells me she likes Ramon Faustman. Arno called up to ask me if Eddie could call up to talk to me and ask me who Monica likes and I told him. Eddie and I talked for an hour and a half. We talked mostly about Arlette and Freddy.
July 18 - Wednesday
I don’t know how to begin my entry tonight because its been such an ordinary day. Mommy is quite hopeless as any time I mention some guy either she gets annoyed and changes the subject or acts like I was 14 instead of 18. She can make me so mad! If someone like Pichuco, or anyone, asks me for a date I’ll go and ask Dad. Agnes called me this evening to wish me a belated happy birthday. Eddie also called up to find out what Arlette said but I haven’t been able to get in touch with her because she went to the movies with her parents.
July 19 - Thursday
I can’t find my ball pen and I hope its in Mercy’s house. It really poured today. Margotin brought me home. Susan was in school today. It’s too bad she isn’t studying at SPCM. This afternoon I cleaned my room and closet. At last I can find things now. Arlette, Monica, Fred and Eddie went to Mercy’s house this afternoon. Eddie called me up again tonight. More talk about Arlette. I love the way he laughs. I hope Arlette doesn’t go to Baguio and we can get to Annie’s party on Saturday. I saw the pictures of Arlette and Monica’s party today. I look like a cow in them but there are 2 pictures of Carlos that I’d give my life to get. He’s dancing with Ginny of course, with that devilish grin and twinkle in his eye. (The picture of Carlos dancing with Ginny is the one I have here but I cut Ginny out of the picture then. I wish I hadn’t.) I asked Mercy if she could get it for me that it would be her birthday present to me but not to tell anyone. Tita Trining sent me a birthday present this noon (perfume) and a sweet note. I have a periodic test in Theology and Business English tomorrow.
(When I mention above about "the picture I have here" I mean that in the hard copy of these diaries which I printed out to bring to Manila in 2006 for my barkada, I included a whole collection of pictures at the end of my entries of 1964, to show where we were and what happened the years that followed. I will try to download the pictures at the end of these postings but don't know if I will be successful. Nov. 23, 2009. Tomorrow is Thanksgiving Day here in the US, so Happy Thanksgiving to any of you who may be reading this.)
July 20 - Friday
This minute it is taking every ounce of my will power not to throw something at someone. It’s incredible how mad my mother can make me and since I can’t shout back at her, its all pent up inside. This eternal rain is getting on my nerves and tomorrow I hope it’s a sunny day. At least I hope it doesn’t rain. I’d like to go to Annie’s party but I’m not even sure I’ve been invited so...Arlette and Monica left for Baguio today and they’re coming back on Sunday. I talked to Freddy for a while this noon and Nacho called to tell me that Rafa will be at the ANC tomorrow. God, what I wouldn’t give to go for a long trip away from Manila.
July 21 - Saturday
Magu picked me up to go to school this morning. We had a pleasant time talking to Mr. Cruz. He gave all those who went to school a plus 1 in the periodicals. I went to the ANC after class. Saw Rafa Perez after 3 and a half years in Spain and he has changed very much. He’s taller and I never noticed he has the warmest brown eyes. I talked to Arno this morning too and he was telling me about the new car he’s getting. This evening Mercy and I were ready to go to the Vampires party when the rain and wind and thunder and lightning started and we couldn’t leave since all the streets were flooded and Dad wouldn’t let me leave. Mercy came home and she’s going to spend the night at my house. We feel the party will be a lot of fun. Anyway, looking forward to seeing Rafa again tomorrow.
July 22 - Sunday
Mercy and I went Mass at school and later we came back home, changed and went to the ANC. Luli, Nacho, Pichuco, Rafa, Arno and Luz were all there. Rafa sat beside me and I think if I had a choice of all the boys I know, at this moment I’d choose Rafa. (Fickle little thing, wasn’t I?!) We all went to the Rizal, then the ANC then Mercy’s house. I wanted to go to Nomads but couldn’t. Exams tomorrow.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
July 2 - 13, 1962
July 2 - Monday
Uneventful day at school. I’m at the I-don’t-feel-like-going-to-school mood again. I found my mind wandering off to Tony Ortigas tonight.
July 3 - Tuesday
Its been Blue Tuesday. Mr. Cruz made me more nervous than ever. Mom scolded me again for something which was not my fault. I have a terrific cold. Dad got sore because I did not watch his programs on TV. (And for this latter entry, I am so sorry 45 years later...I still watch news programs morning and evening now and anything I know my father would’ve been interested in. I would give anything to watch anything for him and with him again. How insensitive teenagers are!) Arlette and Monica arrive here in a week and I’m looking forward to it.
July 4 - Wednesday
It’s been a memorable “4th.” I felt so blue the whole day. Paqui, Quito and Ramon were at the ANC and some people became pretty spastic. This afternoon we had a teeny gathering at the Annex of the Party Room. Mitch came besides the usual people. Arno was there the whole day when he could’ve gone to a gathering at Ginny’s house. He danced boogie with me once and I guess I’m pretty nuts about him though I can’t figure out exactly why. I hope to skip Steno and Accounting tomorrow. I can’t bear an ordeal with that Mr. Cruz again, not to mention Sister Felix. I don’t feel up to anything and I need a change - to go somewhere away from my parents and Manila itself. (I should’ve been biting my tongue when I thought this. They say when the gods want to punish you, they grant you your wishes. I have certainly proved that to be so, so true!!) I feel trapped and sad, very dad. I love my parents their nagging is driving me crazy. I want to travel and see all the places that Mitch has seen.
July 5 - Thursday
My spirits are up a bit today. I skipped classes this morning since I had a splitting headache. Mr. Cruz and Sister Felix gave tests today a si que de buenas me he salvado. I cleaned my shoes, polished silver and wrote letters. This afternoon I went to try on two new dresses I’m having made and they both look terrific. I went to Mercy’s house later. Tita Lol like the dress I was wearing. Mercy and I danced and talked about Arno. Dad and I ate supper home alone. Talked with Beli over the phone for a minute. Arlette and Monica get here in 5 days. Mom gave me a lovely blue rosary.
July 6 - Friday
I ate lunch in Mercy’s house today. Sister Andrea is so sweet and not at all like the monster they told me she was. I’ve eaten like a horse today. Mercy and I are so much together, they’ll think we’re sisters. I began observing today, no wonder I had all those pimples. We have Mass at school tomorrow. I’m terrified of Steno class and Mr. Cruz. My stomach gets woozy just thinking about it. I wonder how Jack’s party is going to turn out tomorrow. I hope its better than some other parties lately.
July 7 - Saturday - Tony Ortigas’s birthday
Jack’s party this evening was very nice. Mercy did not go. I wore my new white dress and it fit very well. Mercy can make me so mad - she can be so willful! (That’s my Mers!) Arno looked very handsome tonight. We went with Gerardo, Pichuco and Carlos G.G. in Paqui’s car. I greeted Tony and wished him a h.b. Carlos Garcia sat right in front of me across the room with Ginny. I danced the best boogie with Rafi Urure and Arno but he has his eye on Beli, Marisa and Marilita, so forget any dances with him, gal. I went home with Marimil. The Diggers are a heck of a bunch of nice guys.
July 8 - Sunday
I went to Mass at Ermita at 11. Arno and co. were at the ANC this morning. Arno looked so attractive. I was right about Marisa, Marilita and Beli. That boy can make me so darned mad. Luz was trying to guess who I liked. (How could she when I didn’t know myself!!) I went to see “The Parent Trap” with Mom this afternoon.
July 9 - Monday
With all these chocolates, Pepsies, pastries and whatnot my pimples are acting up again. Oh great, right before Arlette and Monica’s arrival too. I’m very down in the dumps these days but I won’t bore myself by feeling sorry for myself again, at least not in this diary.
July 10 - Tuesday
I got another A- in Steno this morning and wasn’t nervous at all. I wonder who Mr. Cruz is going steady with?! I had lunch at Mercy’s house. Honey was with us since Mom ate at another table with the Ancients. (Ohmegod! I called my parents and aunts “ancients” when they were in their 40s!! Isn’t 60 the new 40 now?) Mercy and I went to the ANC this afternoon. I put on my bathing suit and sat at the swimming pool. Betsy Brewster was there for a while. I don’t like that girl very much but its vice-versa anyway. Charlie Armstrong was there. Man, is he a honey! He said hello and we talked for a minute. Pichuco, Lita, Luli, Gerardo and I sat in the Sunset Lounge. Jay-Jay Po was there for a while too. Arlette and Monica (Oh, that’s what the A & M party was about that I mentioned some entries earlier) are supposed to get here tomorrow. I’m dying to see them. Freddie France called tonight to see whether I was going to the airport tomorrow and what time the plane was landing......
July 11 - Wednesday
March 25, 1960 - Arlette and Monica left for Switzerland and today they’ve come back. Mercy, Honey, Chiqui, Albert, Mom and the Sarthous went to the airport. The girls have changed. Monica has grown both upwards and sideways and Arlette is as pretty as ever. They were both dressed in blue linen suites. Tomorrow we’re to see them again. I’m so happy they are back but man, here comes competition! We saw Mitch on the way home from the Boulevard. He is some doll! I can’t wait for the party on Saturday. I know nothing exciting will happen to ME but I think everyone else will have a wonderful time.
July 12 - Thursday
After almost two months, I saw Morris again. Tito Ramon drove down Taft Avenue past La Salle and there he was, standing waiting for a taxi. I leaned out the window and shouted his name as we drove by. He flashed that wonderful, familiar grin of his. This afternoon, Arlette, Monica, Mercy and I went to the ANC with Tita Marianne. Freddy came later and Pichuco, Nacho, etc. Lita, Luli. Later Freddy drove all through Agnes Street looking for Morris’s house but didn’t find it.
July 13 - Friday
I finally got to talk to Morris. Dad gave me his aunt’s number and I found out he lives there. He called me up tonight and we were talking about Baguio, etc. He says he will go tomorrow to the party. I’m so happy I’m bursting. This afternoon Lita picked me up for a shower at Pamen’s house for Ana Maria Perez. We came home at 8:30. I did not want to tell Lita Morris might be at the party tomorrow. I don’t know how she would react so better left unsaid. Besides he might not make it.
Uneventful day at school. I’m at the I-don’t-feel-like-going-to-school mood again. I found my mind wandering off to Tony Ortigas tonight.
July 3 - Tuesday
Its been Blue Tuesday. Mr. Cruz made me more nervous than ever. Mom scolded me again for something which was not my fault. I have a terrific cold. Dad got sore because I did not watch his programs on TV. (And for this latter entry, I am so sorry 45 years later...I still watch news programs morning and evening now and anything I know my father would’ve been interested in. I would give anything to watch anything for him and with him again. How insensitive teenagers are!) Arlette and Monica arrive here in a week and I’m looking forward to it.
July 4 - Wednesday
It’s been a memorable “4th.” I felt so blue the whole day. Paqui, Quito and Ramon were at the ANC and some people became pretty spastic. This afternoon we had a teeny gathering at the Annex of the Party Room. Mitch came besides the usual people. Arno was there the whole day when he could’ve gone to a gathering at Ginny’s house. He danced boogie with me once and I guess I’m pretty nuts about him though I can’t figure out exactly why. I hope to skip Steno and Accounting tomorrow. I can’t bear an ordeal with that Mr. Cruz again, not to mention Sister Felix. I don’t feel up to anything and I need a change - to go somewhere away from my parents and Manila itself. (I should’ve been biting my tongue when I thought this. They say when the gods want to punish you, they grant you your wishes. I have certainly proved that to be so, so true!!) I feel trapped and sad, very dad. I love my parents their nagging is driving me crazy. I want to travel and see all the places that Mitch has seen.
July 5 - Thursday
My spirits are up a bit today. I skipped classes this morning since I had a splitting headache. Mr. Cruz and Sister Felix gave tests today a si que de buenas me he salvado. I cleaned my shoes, polished silver and wrote letters. This afternoon I went to try on two new dresses I’m having made and they both look terrific. I went to Mercy’s house later. Tita Lol like the dress I was wearing. Mercy and I danced and talked about Arno. Dad and I ate supper home alone. Talked with Beli over the phone for a minute. Arlette and Monica get here in 5 days. Mom gave me a lovely blue rosary.
July 6 - Friday
I ate lunch in Mercy’s house today. Sister Andrea is so sweet and not at all like the monster they told me she was. I’ve eaten like a horse today. Mercy and I are so much together, they’ll think we’re sisters. I began observing today, no wonder I had all those pimples. We have Mass at school tomorrow. I’m terrified of Steno class and Mr. Cruz. My stomach gets woozy just thinking about it. I wonder how Jack’s party is going to turn out tomorrow. I hope its better than some other parties lately.
July 7 - Saturday - Tony Ortigas’s birthday
Jack’s party this evening was very nice. Mercy did not go. I wore my new white dress and it fit very well. Mercy can make me so mad - she can be so willful! (That’s my Mers!) Arno looked very handsome tonight. We went with Gerardo, Pichuco and Carlos G.G. in Paqui’s car. I greeted Tony and wished him a h.b. Carlos Garcia sat right in front of me across the room with Ginny. I danced the best boogie with Rafi Urure and Arno but he has his eye on Beli, Marisa and Marilita, so forget any dances with him, gal. I went home with Marimil. The Diggers are a heck of a bunch of nice guys.
July 8 - Sunday
I went to Mass at Ermita at 11. Arno and co. were at the ANC this morning. Arno looked so attractive. I was right about Marisa, Marilita and Beli. That boy can make me so darned mad. Luz was trying to guess who I liked. (How could she when I didn’t know myself!!) I went to see “The Parent Trap” with Mom this afternoon.
July 9 - Monday
With all these chocolates, Pepsies, pastries and whatnot my pimples are acting up again. Oh great, right before Arlette and Monica’s arrival too. I’m very down in the dumps these days but I won’t bore myself by feeling sorry for myself again, at least not in this diary.
July 10 - Tuesday
I got another A- in Steno this morning and wasn’t nervous at all. I wonder who Mr. Cruz is going steady with?! I had lunch at Mercy’s house. Honey was with us since Mom ate at another table with the Ancients. (Ohmegod! I called my parents and aunts “ancients” when they were in their 40s!! Isn’t 60 the new 40 now?) Mercy and I went to the ANC this afternoon. I put on my bathing suit and sat at the swimming pool. Betsy Brewster was there for a while. I don’t like that girl very much but its vice-versa anyway. Charlie Armstrong was there. Man, is he a honey! He said hello and we talked for a minute. Pichuco, Lita, Luli, Gerardo and I sat in the Sunset Lounge. Jay-Jay Po was there for a while too. Arlette and Monica (Oh, that’s what the A & M party was about that I mentioned some entries earlier) are supposed to get here tomorrow. I’m dying to see them. Freddie France called tonight to see whether I was going to the airport tomorrow and what time the plane was landing......
July 11 - Wednesday
March 25, 1960 - Arlette and Monica left for Switzerland and today they’ve come back. Mercy, Honey, Chiqui, Albert, Mom and the Sarthous went to the airport. The girls have changed. Monica has grown both upwards and sideways and Arlette is as pretty as ever. They were both dressed in blue linen suites. Tomorrow we’re to see them again. I’m so happy they are back but man, here comes competition! We saw Mitch on the way home from the Boulevard. He is some doll! I can’t wait for the party on Saturday. I know nothing exciting will happen to ME but I think everyone else will have a wonderful time.
July 12 - Thursday
After almost two months, I saw Morris again. Tito Ramon drove down Taft Avenue past La Salle and there he was, standing waiting for a taxi. I leaned out the window and shouted his name as we drove by. He flashed that wonderful, familiar grin of his. This afternoon, Arlette, Monica, Mercy and I went to the ANC with Tita Marianne. Freddy came later and Pichuco, Nacho, etc. Lita, Luli. Later Freddy drove all through Agnes Street looking for Morris’s house but didn’t find it.
July 13 - Friday
I finally got to talk to Morris. Dad gave me his aunt’s number and I found out he lives there. He called me up tonight and we were talking about Baguio, etc. He says he will go tomorrow to the party. I’m so happy I’m bursting. This afternoon Lita picked me up for a shower at Pamen’s house for Ana Maria Perez. We came home at 8:30. I did not want to tell Lita Morris might be at the party tomorrow. I don’t know how she would react so better left unsaid. Besides he might not make it.
Monday, November 23, 2009
June 21 - July 1, 1962
June 21 - Thursday
This has been a blue Thursday. Dad has problems with some income tax pressures. Mom criticizes everything I do and says that if I don’t watch out and change I’ll turn out to be just like Dad. She nags every day and I get so tired of it. I love Daddy so I don’t care what Mom says. (Though, she was right about everything!!) I love her too but...I went to the ANC this afternoon. We’re giving Arno a party on Friday at the ANC. Cynthia Carreon was at the ANC. She tells me that Carlos likes Ginny. So, what’s new? I am so blue tonight.
June 22 - Friday
I was elected leader of the CSSI Class together with Betsy Arrastia. I am secretly pleased. I’m beginning to think more about Tony Ortigas. Come to think of it, he never fails to say hello and at a party, whenever he sees me sitting alone, he comes and sits by me and talks for a while and he’s always so nice and polite, not to mention that he’s so handsome. I went to the ANC after school with Mercy. Talked to Lita and Luli about Arno’s party. Went to Mercy’s house this evening. We were with George and Honey all night. (Now, that sounds like a perfect evening!) Honey is so very, very comfortable to be with. Every time I’m with him he gets nicer. And George Gallent is irresistible. He’s very frank and open and really something. He has a very disturbing way of looking at you and I think he’d be fun to go out with. (Mercy, if you ever read this, you’ll think this all a hoot! Ay, querida amiga, aquellos fueron los tiempos. Now, I know why Tita Tina always insisted that I liked George.) I’m beginning to feel older every day.
June 23 - Saturday
Same dull day as yesterday. Sure, school’s ok but my moods are so blue these days. Everything seems to go wrong. Even Dad didn’t like my hairdo. Honey is so considerate. He’s so sweet and kind to me. No other boy is so nice and I appreciate him so much for it. Cookie left for the US today. Tomorrow I might see Tony at the Rizal. In some way I hope I don’t see Carlos. What’s the use. I only realize how much I love him and how little he likes me.
June 24 - Sunday
Mercy and I went to Mass in school today at 7:30 then later we went to the ANC. Found out Pilina is engaged to Johnny Rocha. Lovely engagement ring! We went to the Rizal to see “The Inspector” with Stephen Boyd and Dolores Hart. Lovely but sad picture. Arno looked right by me and said hello to Lita. One of two things - either he really hates me or he didn’t recognize me. (I was pathetic at times....) I also learned something else (that I’ve been dreading to hear), Carlos not only is not interested in me but he thinks I’m not even worth thinking about. Mercy also wanted to tell me something that he told Tita Marina but I told her to skip it or I’d be even more hurt. Well, that’s what I get for falling for someone who’s never cared at all for me and me making a fool of myself. I’m not even mad at him, I’ll just try to forget it. What really hurts me is Arno - what on earth as gotten into him? Tonight Mom screamed at me again for some thing or other - I also had the worst stomach ache I’ve ever had. Lita and Mercy ate supper here. Lita and I cleared up some misunderstandings about Morris. At least, something’s cleared up. Funny, the only sweet, kind, wonderful guy I can think of at the moment is Honey.
June 25 - Monday
Sister Andrea (I adore her) went on a hem-ripping rampage this morning. Mercy and Betsy ran away from her but she caught them this afternoon. But, she didn’t rip their hems. She’s the greatest - strict but still the greatest. This afternoon I went to Mercy’s house to copy problems from Honey’s accounting book. Honey is so sweet and considerate. (They’re playing “Look For A Star” over the radio. I wonder where Bill is now?) He is the only guy who treats me civilly. A real great guy. Ditas told me that she saw Morris twice today and so did Honey.
June 26 - Tuesday - Arno’s birthday
I love Dramatics class. Miss Martinez is a good and interesting teacher and besides, I think the study of ancient plays of Greek and Rome is terribly fascinating. Danny Cruz, our steno instructor, makes my head spin. I get pretty confused every time he enters the classroom. Every time he says my name he makes it sound like music. (This is truly the corniest thing I’ve written in here! And, earlier, I called Danny Cruz brilliant. Good grief!) Once he sat on the edge of his desk which was right in front of mine and I got so rattled I couldn’t remember a single sign. (Another moment in time I remember distinctly and he did rattle me!) I think he’s terribly interesting. Mercy, Lita, Marina, Luli and I went to see “Gone With the Wind” (again!). It’s the best motion picture ever. I went to Bingo tonight with Lita, Luli, etc. We sat with Yan, his mother, his sister and Mitch. Mitch sat beside me and treated me to a pie-a-la-mode. (I remember this too! The pie-a-la-modes at the ANC were out of this world. I can almost taste them still!) He’s so much fun to be with. He’s never boring and so nice.
June 27 - Wednesday
We had Mass in the auditorium today as it was Mother Socorro’s feast day. We had no classes this afternoon. Mercy and I went to the ANC. Elisa, Ditas, and Mary Ann were there. Luli and Lita arrived later but they sat at another table with Marina. Ditas and I talked about Morris etc. Lita and Luli said that Mitch’s mother and Mrs. Carpenter were watching me closely last night when I was talking with Mitch. I do hope Honey, Mitch and George go on Saturday. I called Fritz and told him about it tonight. I wonder how it will all turn out.
June 28 - Thursday
Tonight is one of those I hate myself nights. (So, I won’t repeat it here because its actually boring.) Tomorrow is the party Luli, Lita, Mercy and I are giving for Arno. We baked the cake and talked with Mr. Duchstein this afternoon. I just hope it doesn’t rain. Sister Andrea is just wonderful. I love her. When I entered Steno class this morning, my knees were weak and my hands were shaking - gosh I said to myself. This is only Danny Cruz, your steno teacher, but every time he says my name and our eyes meet and I get more rattled than ever. Its weird how distracted and nervous I get anytime he’s near. Oh well, it must be some reaction to having a young male (not bad looking) teaching us. First time for us convent school girls. I’d better pass the class. I have to sing during Initiation and to think that he’ll be there looking at me - geez! Pichuco and Gerardo were acting pretty nuts this afternoon. Lita is so sweet at times. I hope Mitch goes tomorrow.
June 29 - Friday
I went to Mass with Mercy at 9 and then we went to the ANC. The other L’s were there. Arno arrived later and we knew he suspected something about the party. I like him so much.....We placed the icing on the cake this afternoon but it didn’t turn out so well so we didn’t bring it. The party this evening was sweet. I kissed Arno happy birthday and thank God he didn’t hear my heart then. He didn’t dance with me once (Ooooh, the ungrateful wretch!) I’m not going to pretend I don’t care because I do. One little dance would have made me so happy. My intuition again.....I kept saying I hoped that Mitch, Honey, George and Butch would come and they did. If it hadn’t been for them, the party would have been a flop for me. I wish Mitch wasn’t so sweet and kind and just plain wonderful. (If Mitch ever reads this, I will hear him howling with laughter all the way from Manila to Brooklyn!) I danced with him once and he was going to ask me again but Yan stepped in and beat him to it. Mitch is nuts about Nadia. Honey, George and Butch are great cheerer-uppers and even greater guys. Maricar broke with Freddie Franco. Everyone was so sweet tonight but Arno just lives on hurting me and does it intentionally. Mom scolded me again when I got home.
June 30 - Saturday
Our Initiation Day went very nicely. We had games, dancing and all sorts of other stuff. Mr. Cruz was the only eligible young male around and boy didn’t he know it!! We went to Gerardo Lanuza’s surprise party this evening. It was very pleasant and enjoyable. Arno danced with me 3 times. He’s still the best dancer I know and he knows it. Tony was his old teasing self. He made me laugh till my sides almost split. He danced with me twice. One boogie and one slow. The moment he danced with me, Arno started that meaningful teasing and joking. Tony brought us home in his car. Tony said he thought Mitch was my boyfriend. (I can hear Mitch laughing even louder.)
July 1 - Sunday
It’s been a pretty dull Sunday. After Mass I went to the ANC. The gang was there. Arno was so much nicer this morning. He has a way of looking at me as if he knows exactly what I’m thinking and knows that I know what he’s thinking. He can make me so furious at times and then he can make me so happy. Yan, Lita, Luli, Jan, Ditas and I went to Diary Queen. Paqui was at the ANC for a few minutes this afternoon. Jessica, Lesley, Jan and other members of his fan club were on cloud nine. Maricar insists on making her gathering on the 14th when we’ve already planned A. & M. party. (What the heck was an “A & M” party???)
This has been a blue Thursday. Dad has problems with some income tax pressures. Mom criticizes everything I do and says that if I don’t watch out and change I’ll turn out to be just like Dad. She nags every day and I get so tired of it. I love Daddy so I don’t care what Mom says. (Though, she was right about everything!!) I love her too but...I went to the ANC this afternoon. We’re giving Arno a party on Friday at the ANC. Cynthia Carreon was at the ANC. She tells me that Carlos likes Ginny. So, what’s new? I am so blue tonight.
June 22 - Friday
I was elected leader of the CSSI Class together with Betsy Arrastia. I am secretly pleased. I’m beginning to think more about Tony Ortigas. Come to think of it, he never fails to say hello and at a party, whenever he sees me sitting alone, he comes and sits by me and talks for a while and he’s always so nice and polite, not to mention that he’s so handsome. I went to the ANC after school with Mercy. Talked to Lita and Luli about Arno’s party. Went to Mercy’s house this evening. We were with George and Honey all night. (Now, that sounds like a perfect evening!) Honey is so very, very comfortable to be with. Every time I’m with him he gets nicer. And George Gallent is irresistible. He’s very frank and open and really something. He has a very disturbing way of looking at you and I think he’d be fun to go out with. (Mercy, if you ever read this, you’ll think this all a hoot! Ay, querida amiga, aquellos fueron los tiempos. Now, I know why Tita Tina always insisted that I liked George.) I’m beginning to feel older every day.
June 23 - Saturday
Same dull day as yesterday. Sure, school’s ok but my moods are so blue these days. Everything seems to go wrong. Even Dad didn’t like my hairdo. Honey is so considerate. He’s so sweet and kind to me. No other boy is so nice and I appreciate him so much for it. Cookie left for the US today. Tomorrow I might see Tony at the Rizal. In some way I hope I don’t see Carlos. What’s the use. I only realize how much I love him and how little he likes me.
June 24 - Sunday
Mercy and I went to Mass in school today at 7:30 then later we went to the ANC. Found out Pilina is engaged to Johnny Rocha. Lovely engagement ring! We went to the Rizal to see “The Inspector” with Stephen Boyd and Dolores Hart. Lovely but sad picture. Arno looked right by me and said hello to Lita. One of two things - either he really hates me or he didn’t recognize me. (I was pathetic at times....) I also learned something else (that I’ve been dreading to hear), Carlos not only is not interested in me but he thinks I’m not even worth thinking about. Mercy also wanted to tell me something that he told Tita Marina but I told her to skip it or I’d be even more hurt. Well, that’s what I get for falling for someone who’s never cared at all for me and me making a fool of myself. I’m not even mad at him, I’ll just try to forget it. What really hurts me is Arno - what on earth as gotten into him? Tonight Mom screamed at me again for some thing or other - I also had the worst stomach ache I’ve ever had. Lita and Mercy ate supper here. Lita and I cleared up some misunderstandings about Morris. At least, something’s cleared up. Funny, the only sweet, kind, wonderful guy I can think of at the moment is Honey.
June 25 - Monday
Sister Andrea (I adore her) went on a hem-ripping rampage this morning. Mercy and Betsy ran away from her but she caught them this afternoon. But, she didn’t rip their hems. She’s the greatest - strict but still the greatest. This afternoon I went to Mercy’s house to copy problems from Honey’s accounting book. Honey is so sweet and considerate. (They’re playing “Look For A Star” over the radio. I wonder where Bill is now?) He is the only guy who treats me civilly. A real great guy. Ditas told me that she saw Morris twice today and so did Honey.
June 26 - Tuesday - Arno’s birthday
I love Dramatics class. Miss Martinez is a good and interesting teacher and besides, I think the study of ancient plays of Greek and Rome is terribly fascinating. Danny Cruz, our steno instructor, makes my head spin. I get pretty confused every time he enters the classroom. Every time he says my name he makes it sound like music. (This is truly the corniest thing I’ve written in here! And, earlier, I called Danny Cruz brilliant. Good grief!) Once he sat on the edge of his desk which was right in front of mine and I got so rattled I couldn’t remember a single sign. (Another moment in time I remember distinctly and he did rattle me!) I think he’s terribly interesting. Mercy, Lita, Marina, Luli and I went to see “Gone With the Wind” (again!). It’s the best motion picture ever. I went to Bingo tonight with Lita, Luli, etc. We sat with Yan, his mother, his sister and Mitch. Mitch sat beside me and treated me to a pie-a-la-mode. (I remember this too! The pie-a-la-modes at the ANC were out of this world. I can almost taste them still!) He’s so much fun to be with. He’s never boring and so nice.
June 27 - Wednesday
We had Mass in the auditorium today as it was Mother Socorro’s feast day. We had no classes this afternoon. Mercy and I went to the ANC. Elisa, Ditas, and Mary Ann were there. Luli and Lita arrived later but they sat at another table with Marina. Ditas and I talked about Morris etc. Lita and Luli said that Mitch’s mother and Mrs. Carpenter were watching me closely last night when I was talking with Mitch. I do hope Honey, Mitch and George go on Saturday. I called Fritz and told him about it tonight. I wonder how it will all turn out.
June 28 - Thursday
Tonight is one of those I hate myself nights. (So, I won’t repeat it here because its actually boring.) Tomorrow is the party Luli, Lita, Mercy and I are giving for Arno. We baked the cake and talked with Mr. Duchstein this afternoon. I just hope it doesn’t rain. Sister Andrea is just wonderful. I love her. When I entered Steno class this morning, my knees were weak and my hands were shaking - gosh I said to myself. This is only Danny Cruz, your steno teacher, but every time he says my name and our eyes meet and I get more rattled than ever. Its weird how distracted and nervous I get anytime he’s near. Oh well, it must be some reaction to having a young male (not bad looking) teaching us. First time for us convent school girls. I’d better pass the class. I have to sing during Initiation and to think that he’ll be there looking at me - geez! Pichuco and Gerardo were acting pretty nuts this afternoon. Lita is so sweet at times. I hope Mitch goes tomorrow.
June 29 - Friday
I went to Mass with Mercy at 9 and then we went to the ANC. The other L’s were there. Arno arrived later and we knew he suspected something about the party. I like him so much.....We placed the icing on the cake this afternoon but it didn’t turn out so well so we didn’t bring it. The party this evening was sweet. I kissed Arno happy birthday and thank God he didn’t hear my heart then. He didn’t dance with me once (Ooooh, the ungrateful wretch!) I’m not going to pretend I don’t care because I do. One little dance would have made me so happy. My intuition again.....I kept saying I hoped that Mitch, Honey, George and Butch would come and they did. If it hadn’t been for them, the party would have been a flop for me. I wish Mitch wasn’t so sweet and kind and just plain wonderful. (If Mitch ever reads this, I will hear him howling with laughter all the way from Manila to Brooklyn!) I danced with him once and he was going to ask me again but Yan stepped in and beat him to it. Mitch is nuts about Nadia. Honey, George and Butch are great cheerer-uppers and even greater guys. Maricar broke with Freddie Franco. Everyone was so sweet tonight but Arno just lives on hurting me and does it intentionally. Mom scolded me again when I got home.
June 30 - Saturday
Our Initiation Day went very nicely. We had games, dancing and all sorts of other stuff. Mr. Cruz was the only eligible young male around and boy didn’t he know it!! We went to Gerardo Lanuza’s surprise party this evening. It was very pleasant and enjoyable. Arno danced with me 3 times. He’s still the best dancer I know and he knows it. Tony was his old teasing self. He made me laugh till my sides almost split. He danced with me twice. One boogie and one slow. The moment he danced with me, Arno started that meaningful teasing and joking. Tony brought us home in his car. Tony said he thought Mitch was my boyfriend. (I can hear Mitch laughing even louder.)
July 1 - Sunday
It’s been a pretty dull Sunday. After Mass I went to the ANC. The gang was there. Arno was so much nicer this morning. He has a way of looking at me as if he knows exactly what I’m thinking and knows that I know what he’s thinking. He can make me so furious at times and then he can make me so happy. Yan, Lita, Luli, Jan, Ditas and I went to Diary Queen. Paqui was at the ANC for a few minutes this afternoon. Jessica, Lesley, Jan and other members of his fan club were on cloud nine. Maricar insists on making her gathering on the 14th when we’ve already planned A. & M. party. (What the heck was an “A & M” party???)
Sunday, November 22, 2009
June 14 - 20, 1962
June 14 - Thursday
I have the feeling I’m in a mine shaft, trapped and the dirt is beginning to loosen over me and slowly, little pelts drop and if I don’t get out in time and someone doesn’t come to help me, the whole mountain is going to cave in on me. (Good grief, Lea....que drama!) I have no ganas for anything except my studies (This latter sentence must be a wrong entry!) I want to go to the party on Saturday yet....Poor Dad has troubles with the business he had before he got sick and the BIR people keep hounding him and bills are piling up. (Ah, Dad, your daughter traveled that same road 40 years later!) Daddy comes home tired and discouraged and in a bad mood and Mom is tired because those blankety blank maids (the one we have now worries me a little) Oh why doesn’t Rita come back. Mom and Pop get into big arguments over nothing really and make me feel even more tired than I am. Oh, if only money DID grow on trees......
June 15 - Friday
Tonight I feel much better than I did last night. Richard Chamberlain in “Dr. Kildare” and “Bonanza” are the best TV shows on TV. I don’t have much to say tonight. I only hope we could get Mr. Cruz to teach Accounting instead of Sister Felix. She’s so boring. Mr. Cruz seems quite brilliant. (Good heavens, I actually called Danny Cruz “brilliant.” I mean he was nice, and attractive and easy on the eyes to a bunch of convent school girls, but he taught us STENO, for heavens sake!) Tomorrow is Cookie’s party and let’s see how this one turns out. Linda Villavicencio, Ofelia Obieta and Marilena Maralit were at school this afternoon.
June 16 - Saturday
Every time I come back home from one of Cookie’s party, my reaction is always the same - it was a great party - for everyone else! It’s true that Tony Ortigas and Luis Pertierra danced with me but....The first person I see when I walk in was his royal highness himself - Carlos. I completely ignored him, well, tried to anyway. We caught ourselves looking at each other a couple of times. I bumped into him twice while dancing and our hands touched and I got that electricity through me again. Did I just say a couple of entries back that I was over him?!! I hate him because I like so very, very much.
June 17 - Sunday
I woke up at 10:15 and didn’t make it to Mass. I went to the ANC late and saw Luz, Gonzalo and Pichuco. Ate lunch at a Chinese restaurant with Frank Teney and his wife and Mom and Dad. I stayed home all afternoon. We were late for Mass again because we were waiting for the new maid to arrive.
June 18 - Monday
(This entry completely baffles since I talk about Cookie’s party and I already have an entry for it on Saturday and this is a Monday so I can’t explain this weird discrepancy. I checked my actual diary again to see if I mixed up the dates when transcribing, but no, this is the way the entries go. Anyway, here is what I wrote....)
Cookie’s party this evening was quite a party. The Strads really packed a wallop. We got there at 8:15 and at first there were a few girls but no boys. Lita, Mercy, Margie, Ginny and I sat together. Carlos Garcia was there and I tried to pretend he wasn’t but many times while dancing I caught him looking at me! His attitude decidedly different tonight. He did not have that high and mighty look on his face. In fact, at the end of the party he smiled that devastating smile of his and he gave Mercy and I some Cokes. I am still nuts about him and no matter how much I tell myself I don’t care about him, the moment I see him, my heart tells me otherwise. Ginny is so nice and I don’t blame Carlos for liking her and vice-versa. Mercy was on some unknown cloud since Titos Ayesa was there and danced with her, as did Tony Ortigas. Paqui concentrated on Lita so she was on her own cloud as well. Everybody danced the night away to the music of paso-dobles to the “Madison.” We got home at 2:30 almost 3 with Tony Ortigas. It was a wonderful party but even more wonderful was the fact that Carlos was there. That smile he gave me was worth more than anything in the world to me.
June 19 - Tuesday
Mercy and I seem to be on some unknown planet. This afternoon she picked me up to go to the ANC with Honey. We kept recalling last night’s party. She thinks of nothing but Titos and me, well, who else, but of Carlos. Honey however is still the nicest guy around and I treat him like a brother. I’d trust Honey completely if necessary. (And, to this day, this is one of the true constants in my life - Honey Muniosguren. He is the brother I never had and I do trust him completely. In almost all the crisis in my life, he has been the truest of friends and always there for me.)
June 20 - Wednesday
This has probably been the HOTTEST day this year so far. I nearly suffocated. Oh, for the coolness of Baguio! Right now it’s pouring outside and hotter than ever. Even the rain can’t cool the air and I’m glad Mom has an air-conditioned room. (She did?!! I don’t remember.) Mercy and I went to Cookie’s house this pm to pick up my fan and bolero. We saw George Gallent in a taxi. We later went to the ANC for a while and Lita spent a little time with Lita and Luli. (Tita Lol combed my hair a different way and it looks pretty good.) We’re intending to have a gathering here at home (I hope) on Friday for Arno. Mercy went to the Teddy R. (??) Show tonight with George Gallent (Was this Mercy and George’s first “date?” Four years later, almost to the date, they were to become husband and wife!) I think I am leaving my giddy teen years behind, slowly. I don’t swoon over every cute guy I see, my tastes in dresses has changed and I seem to think differently. I’m still me but I am very conscious of the fact that I am turning 18 in about a month.
I have the feeling I’m in a mine shaft, trapped and the dirt is beginning to loosen over me and slowly, little pelts drop and if I don’t get out in time and someone doesn’t come to help me, the whole mountain is going to cave in on me. (Good grief, Lea....que drama!) I have no ganas for anything except my studies (This latter sentence must be a wrong entry!) I want to go to the party on Saturday yet....Poor Dad has troubles with the business he had before he got sick and the BIR people keep hounding him and bills are piling up. (Ah, Dad, your daughter traveled that same road 40 years later!) Daddy comes home tired and discouraged and in a bad mood and Mom is tired because those blankety blank maids (the one we have now worries me a little) Oh why doesn’t Rita come back. Mom and Pop get into big arguments over nothing really and make me feel even more tired than I am. Oh, if only money DID grow on trees......
June 15 - Friday
Tonight I feel much better than I did last night. Richard Chamberlain in “Dr. Kildare” and “Bonanza” are the best TV shows on TV. I don’t have much to say tonight. I only hope we could get Mr. Cruz to teach Accounting instead of Sister Felix. She’s so boring. Mr. Cruz seems quite brilliant. (Good heavens, I actually called Danny Cruz “brilliant.” I mean he was nice, and attractive and easy on the eyes to a bunch of convent school girls, but he taught us STENO, for heavens sake!) Tomorrow is Cookie’s party and let’s see how this one turns out. Linda Villavicencio, Ofelia Obieta and Marilena Maralit were at school this afternoon.
June 16 - Saturday
Every time I come back home from one of Cookie’s party, my reaction is always the same - it was a great party - for everyone else! It’s true that Tony Ortigas and Luis Pertierra danced with me but....The first person I see when I walk in was his royal highness himself - Carlos. I completely ignored him, well, tried to anyway. We caught ourselves looking at each other a couple of times. I bumped into him twice while dancing and our hands touched and I got that electricity through me again. Did I just say a couple of entries back that I was over him?!! I hate him because I like so very, very much.
June 17 - Sunday
I woke up at 10:15 and didn’t make it to Mass. I went to the ANC late and saw Luz, Gonzalo and Pichuco. Ate lunch at a Chinese restaurant with Frank Teney and his wife and Mom and Dad. I stayed home all afternoon. We were late for Mass again because we were waiting for the new maid to arrive.
June 18 - Monday
(This entry completely baffles since I talk about Cookie’s party and I already have an entry for it on Saturday and this is a Monday so I can’t explain this weird discrepancy. I checked my actual diary again to see if I mixed up the dates when transcribing, but no, this is the way the entries go. Anyway, here is what I wrote....)
Cookie’s party this evening was quite a party. The Strads really packed a wallop. We got there at 8:15 and at first there were a few girls but no boys. Lita, Mercy, Margie, Ginny and I sat together. Carlos Garcia was there and I tried to pretend he wasn’t but many times while dancing I caught him looking at me! His attitude decidedly different tonight. He did not have that high and mighty look on his face. In fact, at the end of the party he smiled that devastating smile of his and he gave Mercy and I some Cokes. I am still nuts about him and no matter how much I tell myself I don’t care about him, the moment I see him, my heart tells me otherwise. Ginny is so nice and I don’t blame Carlos for liking her and vice-versa. Mercy was on some unknown cloud since Titos Ayesa was there and danced with her, as did Tony Ortigas. Paqui concentrated on Lita so she was on her own cloud as well. Everybody danced the night away to the music of paso-dobles to the “Madison.” We got home at 2:30 almost 3 with Tony Ortigas. It was a wonderful party but even more wonderful was the fact that Carlos was there. That smile he gave me was worth more than anything in the world to me.
June 19 - Tuesday
Mercy and I seem to be on some unknown planet. This afternoon she picked me up to go to the ANC with Honey. We kept recalling last night’s party. She thinks of nothing but Titos and me, well, who else, but of Carlos. Honey however is still the nicest guy around and I treat him like a brother. I’d trust Honey completely if necessary. (And, to this day, this is one of the true constants in my life - Honey Muniosguren. He is the brother I never had and I do trust him completely. In almost all the crisis in my life, he has been the truest of friends and always there for me.)
June 20 - Wednesday
This has probably been the HOTTEST day this year so far. I nearly suffocated. Oh, for the coolness of Baguio! Right now it’s pouring outside and hotter than ever. Even the rain can’t cool the air and I’m glad Mom has an air-conditioned room. (She did?!! I don’t remember.) Mercy and I went to Cookie’s house this pm to pick up my fan and bolero. We saw George Gallent in a taxi. We later went to the ANC for a while and Lita spent a little time with Lita and Luli. (Tita Lol combed my hair a different way and it looks pretty good.) We’re intending to have a gathering here at home (I hope) on Friday for Arno. Mercy went to the Teddy R. (??) Show tonight with George Gallent (Was this Mercy and George’s first “date?” Four years later, almost to the date, they were to become husband and wife!) I think I am leaving my giddy teen years behind, slowly. I don’t swoon over every cute guy I see, my tastes in dresses has changed and I seem to think differently. I’m still me but I am very conscious of the fact that I am turning 18 in about a month.
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